First Christmas I didn’t decorate at all.
No tree. No lights.
No ornaments or stockings.
This Christmas has almost come and to be honest, i can’t wait until it’s gone already.
Christmas is the least special it has ever been for me this year.
The commercialism that has been bought into by society.
The needs and desires that wrongfully fuels a lot of fires.
Chaos floods our streets.
Greed overcomes all decency.
Fear hides loves beauties.
What are we if not humans?
If we are the most unique species on this planet, why must we fill our lives with pointlessness?
So much waste will now be created from this Christmas yet again.
I don’t want to celebrate Christmas’ in the future if our relationships as humans and people by and by does not see to improve.
Love carries all through.
But hate and greed can destroy more than just any dynasty.
The energies from every thought or correlative action, well these energies float through the earth.
Most do not see them. Most do not feel them.
This is the one thing i feel. The main aspect i see daily in my life.
Energy’s are what i have spent my life focused on. not purposely; but out of my bodies natural form of functioning.
So for the year 2020 to be like this. Last year i thought i would die.
I had endured two surgeries for life saving hernia repairs.
Most will never understand. As there is hardly any way for much of what we experience to be properly understood as meant to be.
So rather, i chose since childhood to spend my life the only way i would be happy.
I chose to help. To help all. To help many. To help any.
I love to help and it wouldn’t matter to me what i was helping with as long as i hold close that what i am doing to provide assistance with is for a need and is productively helping some how.
Anyways, as we are about to turn the corner to Christmas, please remember mostly these:
1. Homemade gifts are sometimes more expensive than a store bought due to time and energy and emotions put forth.
2. Expectations are the only things that usually lead us into our own disappointments.
3. Smiles spread more than miles. Even a forced smile can become genuine when properly shared.
4. We can be at the right place or the wrong place at any time. All that we must do is analyze our surroundings and adjust ourselves as fit to blend in. Upon doing such, we could turn so many bad seeming areas and situations into caring and loving communities helping each other.
5.... my most important part i want to mention.
Our plan as humans was not set in stone. We may believe in a sense that it was. But really.... we are the only ones in control of ourselves, our actions, our thoughts and desires.
Our natural goal for us in my mind was for us to survive and thrive. We have in my eyes come to a point where many see the ‘thrive’ as more important than to ‘survive’.
To me, this is why many have lost their lives this year. The lack of respect and responsibility.
For me, this is why i will not go to Hospitals any further for myself for my downgrade to MassHealth has locked my fate in place if i needed help.
There are so many and yet so few who share the views of equality and desire happiness for all.
Why is this like this?
The race war should be over.
If someone has done wrong, even a large group of people.
If we do not know them, we did not ever know them.
I ask this of all of you...
Why and more importantly, how does that truly effect you?
I hear people say they “hate” ‘such and such’ and a lot of the times it seems judged based on past events in history.
Have we moved forward?
Or will we ever?
Let live as we live.
Let by gones be by gones.
And to anyone who reads this, a Scene is more descriptive than a Moment.
So say for instance an easy example, a police officer doing a hidden speed trap.
He observes some car going 90 in the left lane and switches to the middle further up.
He gets pulled over and some huge ticket for speeding.
(The officer may not have asked or seen the events leading this driver to make his decisions and act)
For example:
The driver could be someone who is so well aware of the rules of the road and the highway that when other drivers around them are being ignorant and unsafe, they do what they see to get into a more safe place while causing the least disruption around them.
So often we can feel caught up in our lives we forget that each face we pass by each day.
Each one of those people has their own struggles. Nobody’s life is perfect.
Think about even those who have all the money in the world. At the end of the day, who’s happy with money if you hurt so many to horde that away?
Our time is the only thing of true value in my opinion.
It is the one thing that from birth, there is no clear value or expiration.
There is as well no refuel or rewind.
No pause sadly either.
My plea is here for all our planet to hopefully heal.
For this year to be the year we put all differences behind us.
For this year to be the year we realized we need each other to survive.
Positive thoughts are healing thoughts.
Help me heal.
Help heal more.
Happy Holidays To All
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