I wanna give my love to you
You deserve to never be blue.
Happiness is what we need
Betterment is how we get freed.
The stars in the sky shine
Like your smile makes my heart go blind.
When will my mind
Not be in this bind
Of thinking too kind.
It’s crazy how you see me
Because I feel like you can see
Right through to the real me,
The me that I want to be,
The me stuck inside waiting to be freed.
I’m the real deal,
The feelings are real,
Take a look at how I honestly feel
When you start to make me squeal
While we be having a blast
Just dancing and shaking our ass.
In a glance of our eyes,
The stars fill the night’s band.
Take my hand,
Walk with me.
To this whomping willow tree designed for just the you and me.
Our life and our time,
No equal dime could stack to the flutters that you help me realize truly exist.
Matthew, my savior. My spark of light guiding my way if i get lost at night.
When i weep, i feel you wondering internally why.
Not a word spoken to ask why sometimes.
But the feelings of hope and courage as i feel the beat of the bear that healed my heart,
That stops my body in it’s place and starts a reversal of all reversible negative tolls recently accounted for.
My sickness, when i’m hanging over the trash can still sitting on the rim of the toilet leaning over and about to give my last sigh out for i have no further strength to recuperate myself again.
Yet around the bend and up the hallway you tend to follow my sinking hearts sorrow swallows.
Your steps ever so light footed. As to not disturb a demon in it’s sleep. But wishing your angle is not in any danger as she’s in release.
Your breath i can feel as you come near the door to the bathroom and as you knock once more i feel your words give into me strength and courage to force out a first: “yah, i’ll fine”.
But then in my mind i clear away the pain i realize i’m more than needed. I’m wanted. I’m felt as far as my connection goes. As far as love goes, i have accomplished that. My soul mate were to struggle and i struggle as well. Say yet if he prospers, we prosper together. Our life, i want to cherish together.
And so i clear that frog from my throat. Swallow that scratchy lump of pride down deeper and deeper inside. Wipe those few tears from sharp pains out of those weakened eyes.
I breath a big breath and steady my intake. I look around and see my surrounding. If i had not had you, there to help my heart time and time just want to stick it through.
Where would i be?
A coffin most likely. Or just who knows.
But Where were you?
You have been there every time i needed you. And any time no questions asked.
I love you and miss you sooo much babyyy and goood morning!!!!!
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